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12 January 2014 @ 10:02 am
I know people go through breakups all the time, but I haven't been in one where I loved the other person in over 10 years. 3 days ago it ended and I feel as if I lost a piece of myself. I deleted him from my phone of course. It just hurts so much, and then on top of that my insurance denied my meds. Since this is so negative sounding , I will at least end with I start school in February to be a vet tech, which is something I have wanted to do for years. I wish it was sooner so I could immerse myself in something other than thoughts of Chris . :/
cassiopeia7: Sam&Dean: Brotherly lovecassiopeia7 on January 12th, 2014 06:11 pm (UTC)
Aww, bb, I'm sorry. *hugs*

But you'll be taking training to become a vet tech? Sounds WONDERFUL! Maybe you could start reading up on it now to get your mind off of things? And hey, it'll be February before you know it!
Agent Inspector Ivy the March Wardenconfuzed on January 20th, 2014 04:40 pm (UTC)
I have not read up on it. I have signed up to work all crappy any hours at work. And drank way too much wine. Sent drunk texts. I am surprised he is so nice to me. I think I would have told me to f*ck off a long time ago. I do not understand where this crazy emotional person came from!!That has never been me. Soon though 5 days a week 5 hours a week there will be school and then the nights will be filled with work. I will not have time to think about anything other than that. Thanks for the support :P
Salixsalixbabylon on January 12th, 2014 07:14 pm (UTC)
*hug* It's always hard to lose someone, even if the choice is yours. I'm so glad you have school to look forward to in less than a month. Maybe until then, bury yourself in a hobby or spend time at the library, reading up on vet stuff? Something fun, but a bit of a mental challenge will help keep you distracted during this hard time.
Agent Inspector Ivy the March Warden: just being meconfuzed on January 20th, 2014 04:42 pm (UTC)
It really is and I am not dealing well. Of course it wasn't my choice. I have been working a lot and started watching loads of netflix. I even walk miles every other day. Thanks for commenting it really helped. :)